i am now ready for a serious relationship, but where is my prince?

hahahaha....finally i get my 1st job before x'mas..b4 tat im a bit scared cz economic crisis had happen to whole world n i taught i v be the person who fail to get job. but actually there is still many vacancy in penang. so, after i had go to 3 companies to interview, finally i hv success get my job. i can start working in jan 09..glad to hv a job wif a high pay n other benefits cz im a engineer mah...hehe...year 2009 v b my yr to start working..gambateh!! work hard !! ^_^

tis yr raya holiday i v go to vacayion as few yrs. but different thing is last 2 yrs im goin v my family n tis yr im goin v my sister n her frens... well, we hv a lot of planning, watch movie, sing k, go to pulau ketam, shopping n toher activities. but actually i din think too much on wat activities should we do, cz we v discuss when we on the bus trip goin to KL... besides that, im bored abt my training life..nothin to do. i rather prefer jz 4 months of tarining instead of 6 months training...unless i hv work to do.. my comp now offer vacancy job tat im perfer, but college same office as me encourage me to stay bc, but other office's guy not encourage me to stay..actually i noe tis comp thing almost..cz every comp has its own positive n negative issue, jz depend on ur preferences n whether has interest o work at here o not only..but til now im not decided wheter wan to stay o not..GOD!!!! can u help me? im losing my direction for my future!!!

Until today I only noe tat im jz a fool n stupid for last two months…I  hv feeling on him…but mayb im thinking too much alr…I taught he oso has d same feeling on me n he jz feel shy to express himself..But finally, im totally wrong, im d loser in tis game..B4 tat, he is shy to talk to me face to face. He will walking in front of my office n look inside every time when pass away..did he wish to see me when he look inside?  Or im jz d fool to think tat he is searching for me? But he is always asking my college same office v me to invite me to hv meal v them, as im not alwaz go out v them…is it he jz pity on me tat not hv meal v Chinese but hv meal v malay gals?  Few weeks b4, my office’s college oso talking tat he seems like care on me. Is it he jz treat ppl frenly o jz special to me only? I hv to try not to hv imagination on him again…

well...i had finished my 3 yrs uni life..so,i v go for industrial training in next month. i jz hv one month holiday b4 proceed to my future life...a bit scared abt my future..dunno wats goin to happen. but, don wan to think on bad things now..jz enjoy myself during one month of holiday. tis monther's day i v go to genting to watch d emil chau concert...wait the moment to come..